|Friday, April 3rd, 2009|
|Friday, January 13th, 2006|
|Wednesday, January 4th, 2006|
and i forgot the cat food!!!
on your toes
on your back
she doesnt do a thing.
what the hell.
off to price chopper.
kat needs smokes and i need kit n kaboodle.
fuck! my inspection is due a couple days ago.
|Sunday, December 18th, 2005|
I can't stop.
i can see
you're slipping away from me
and you're so afraid
that i'll plead with you to stay
but i'm gonna be strong
i'll let you go your way
love is gone
there's no sense in holding on
and your pity now
would be more than i could bear
so i'm gonna be strong
i'll pretend i dont care
i'm gonna be strong
and stand as tall as i can
i'm gonna be strong
and let you go along
and take it like a man
when you say it's the end
i'll hand you a line
i'll smile and say
dont you worry it's fine
but you'll never know darling
after you kiss me goodbye
how i'll break down and cry
|Monday, December 5th, 2005|
|Tuesday, November 15th, 2005|
|i try not to be personal
i dont know most of you people and i dont want you to know me. no one that knows me that well even reads my journal. this isnt how i vent. this isnt who i complain to. honestly i keep it all inside. i tried talking about things yesterday and where did it get me? nowhere.
|Sunday, October 23rd, 2005|
2 crunchy tacos
2 fun size snickers bars
a grilled cheese sandwich
a bit of ground beef
a banana with peanut butter
and i've only been up since 230...
and in another half hour... lasagna!!!
|Sunday, October 9th, 2005|
his ear was red and hot the other day too! i should call him...
but i prolly shouldnt make that phone call right now
"prolly not, he'll call you career oriented and you'll say 'i swear i'm drinking light beer.'"
niels is passed out,
hey niels, say something clever
'he's licking the beer can, thats about as clever as he gets right now.'
'does your hair ever hurt? like it goes one way but you wanted it to go the other way? and it hurts?'
|Thursday, October 6th, 2005|
|Wednesday, October 5th, 2005|
we can never know about the days to come
but we think about them anyway
and i wonder if i'm really with you now
or just chasing after some finer day
and i tell you how easy it feels to be with you
and how right your arms feel around me
but i rehearsed those words just late last night
when i was thinking about how right tonight might be
and tomorrow we might not be together
i'm no prophet, i don't know nature's ways
so i'll try and see into your eyes right now
and stay right here, 'cause these are the good old days
in the name of honesty
in the name of what is fair
you always answer my questions
but they dont always answer my prayers
|Sunday, September 25th, 2005|
|Friday, September 23rd, 2005|
|drop it like it's hot
yesterday i had my cellphone, keys, digital camera, mini tape recorder, and 2 spare batteries in my purse.
i was at henry street, and luke lit a cigarette.
i smelled some sort of burning aroma and figured it was from his lighter.
so we are just sitting there, i had my purse and coat on my lap. i repositioned myself on the couch and felt something burn my hand. so i jumped and threw my purse and coat onto the floor.
luke looks at me and says "you alright?" in that luke-way of making me feel like an idiot that he does so well. so i pick up my purse and dump out it's contents, expecting to see flames coming from something, and i touch each object to be sure that something was indeed burning.
and the side of my mini tape recorder was hot and melted.
paul enters the room and we show it to him. he takes out the batteries which are fire-hot and the probable cause of the heat.
the recorder was switched to "pause" which means it couldnt have been doing anything in my purse, so the batteries couldnt have been in use at the time. plus they'd been in there for like a week. and they weren't in there backwards. its a radio shack recorder that i've had for years and duracell AA batteries.
any suggestions as to what the hell happened to make my awesome mini tape recorder melt?
|Tuesday, September 20th, 2005|
|Friday, September 9th, 2005|
not only can i not go to europe this summer.
but i can't go to the ween show at northern lights in october.
i can't even go see my boyfriend's band play this month in the city i live in.
i dont want to work anymore.
i am paying off these loans as fast as i can then i'm done.
too bad perkins takes 5 fucking years to be completely gone.
i'll just have to pay back that one too.
anyone want to send me money?
|Sunday, September 4th, 2005|
|Friday, September 2nd, 2005|
|Saturday, August 27th, 2005|
|i think "linear" is written on my hand
still drunk from last night
too illegible to drive
a lesbian tried to make out with me
i fell and knocked over a chair
i fell asleep on the toilet
rock and roll.
|Wednesday, August 24th, 2005|